2025 so far: an early reflection
TL:DR - just a messy reflection to vent and ramble about stuff wwww
Sorry for not uploading lately, just been rather busy, especially with how cramped it is in my schedule. I don't know if it's either the amount of projects from school or just my own attention span keeping me from doing more blogs. Probably both, but I digress.
2025 happened so sudden for me. It still feels like I'm in the middle of 2024, still sort of lost in some way. But, it's real, it's a whole new year, meaning new opportunities and new promises I NEED to keep now.
So, the reason I'm writing this blog right now is just some sort of self-update. How have I been? Am I doing well so far? How is my resolution going?
Well, so far it has been quite overwhelming. I feel like my responsibilities doubled all of a sudden, and now I have even less time for myself. Beneath the amount of papers cluttering up my desk is a tired and busy person who just wants to watch the clouds and the birds on a windy meadow. But, I like to believe in this quote I found from a fellow stranger online:
"You don't find time, you make time."
So, instead of just waiting for that right moment to do what I want, I'll just have to make room for it. At least, that's how I understand it.
Lately, I find myself not being into gaming that much anymore. Maybe I've grown out of it. Every time I do game, there is a high chance I will feel this heavy guilt that I have so much more things I could do with that time. The feeling gets stronger the more I get older. But, it's become such a big part of me that I just couldn't let go of it entirely. So, just like before, I'll just make time for it as well.
It reminds me, I have still yet to find my reason for being. I've always seen people waking up for what they've always wanted for in their lives. But, I have never really felt that 'call' everyone I know seems to have. I envy those people that just seem to know themselves already. Taking it as an inspiration, I want to continue looking for mine. I want to dedicate myself to something as well.
It's still the beginning of the year, but it's good to reflect once in a while it's still early.
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